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a pool of everything

by Future Nest

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1.
why can’t i ease? is it because of all my jewelry? suspended beautifully why can’t i rise? to the surface just above my eyes? weighed by wings i have worn like stars on my skin
2.
you would bloom in drowning pain i was born with braided veins but if i fall asleep without a name would you come to and do the same? deep beyond saturn’s rings there’s a pool of everything and if i fall into my mirrored view swirl, and fuse, and breathe in two
3.
nothing, i guess i hear it screaming no good, i shouldn’t let it go oh, to be with you is a dream! but i find myself floating in-between i feel a bit aloof, fused into the the truth is proof unyielding!! deep inside of me.. always meant to be?? i am not a symptom!! i am not a bigger mess to be made!! take a breath and behave i’m here like half the time help make up my mind!!!! .... three times denied my own self interest, i guess one more time wouldn’t hurt! will it glow?, marbled deep within my mind when i open myself up will i effervesce inside? and if the heat is high and I recrystallize can i bend my bones out of the stone until collapsing in a molten hallelujah? i am not a life inside of a lie! but god won’t let me die! how long could it take??? the boundary is fake!!! (everything in the universe will be ok one day i pray to the stars that god knows i’ll love you to heaven and back)
4.
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floating in everything what is left? my baleen final breath, hovering i can hear heaven sing falling through lifelessly will my shell be something? in what used to be me, life will form, blossoming and so after everything what is left? my baleen
5.
i fell into a pool of everything and from it’s glow i know that you were all around me breathing in, my lungs would fill with rapture and i cannot hear god or what she says of love but i can read her lips and it’s enough to learn to believe in my own way she said “i’ll drip through you” and i’ll drip through you
6.
and if the heat if high and i recrystallize, it's only time but if the time's not right i guess that i'll just wait, and wait, and waste, and wait, and hate my braided brain for all my life until i ease into convenience by pretending there's a knife Oh god my skin is way too tight My body doesn't fit me right Oh god my skin is way too tight My body doesn't fit me right
7.
is it real? do i have to paint it on?? or is authenticity the only thing that matters when i'm gone??? well i think it's real i like the company i wanna see it move i wanna breathe in two i like the symmetry i wanna see it bruise i wanna break into could you call it a bluff if no breath's ever deep enough? and what could i find, the bend and tilt that's one of a kind?? i'm just trying to put my makeup on........ if there's a boundary i wanna see it fuse i wanna feel like new with all fluidity i wanna see it groove i wanna become you
8.
how can i heal when a secret hammer severs my heart and soul? is it from lack of sleep or self control? watching the chambers bend to fill with sugary fantasy eating away at every inch of me floating alone in the pool i call to anything listening if you stare long enough you will see god in everything feeling awful low when every article of clothing cultivates a curse- i'm well aware i'd wear it worst but today i let myself in with the terror tearing hair away would stay until theres nothing left to shave is it real? even if it paint it on?
9.
coming back to life you could tell that i had that dream again feeling heaven's pull in tomorrow's soul it could be the end the earth would ease the weight of every life would be lifted for a moment meaning of a dream do we need release? you said to me: "whatever it meant it was heaven sent. go back to sleep" and the earth did ease the weight of every life lifted for a moment

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music, words, and art by laura

here’s an album that means the world to me, and i hope it means something to you too!

these songs span 5 years, some written in the summer of 2015 and some written a week before the release of the album, all containing veins of the same ideas and influences running through them.

thank you to everyone who encouraged me to make this album happen, to everyone who inspired every line of every song. it wouldn’t be the same without you!

love u 💕

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released February 28, 2020

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